Currently Watching Monsters, Inc. (Collector's Edition) By John Goodman, Billy Crystal see related

So I was in my calculus class and i was looking at the notes I took on wednesday.. now Wednesday was kind of a bad day because i was really really really tired...so here i am looking looking at my notes and in the middle of the page was the word "kick". I was thinking to myself...why is the word kick in my notes..you would think in a math class that i would have a lot of numbers but no i had the word kick...anyways i thought that was kind of weird...from a psychological stand point you have to be wondering what was going on in my unconscious thought...what was i thinking during my time of napping in class...well on to a new topic...

so tonight i went with alyssa and some friends to go see the movie Amityville Horror...which in my opinion is a pretty freaky movie...full of evil, blood, a little dead child, a step dad that is really evil when at the house...the weird thing is it is a true story(in the fact that there was a murder and the Lutz family did run away from the house after 28 days)....i did some research on what happened before i went to see the movie....man it is such a weird movie..there is a part where the dead child has her old babysitter put her finger in her(dead girls) head...so do you believe that demons can haunt a house and cause strange things to happen....what do you believe about evil...is evil all around us but in certain places it is more evident...crazyness....anyways not much is going on over here at orange city...

I heard that Emory's and my dad might be coming down to  visit  the campus...which i am really exited....

so  are you guys ready to play another game of paintball...on June 11, 2005(Saturday) we are going to start the tradition(hopefully it will turn in to a tradition) of playing paintball twice during the summer we are scheleduled to play at 10:30 a.m. at action jacks paintball...i will write about it more when the time is coming closer....i am soooo excited...well i will write later...BGDRUMMER out because he is going to watch Monster's Inc. for the second time....

Hey guys

so i yesterday i was went to this place called Hope Haven for a service project with my wing. Hope Haven is a place for people down syndrome and other problems like that. it was so much fun just hanging out with them and playing pool, basketball, going on walks with them, and watching a tv with them. I had so much fun...and you could tell that they were excited that we were there... today was so beautiful...some friends and i sat next to a tree and read a couple books...just to let you guys know...I AM NOT DEAD...as some may presume...joined a soccer team..so how is life for you guys...are you growing closer to God...did mention i like Combos...let me see what else is going on...Caleb came over...we hung out and he is such a cool guy... It is interesting seeing how many people might be coming over here next year... i am very excited....well i will write later...BGDRUMMER OUT because of sugar poisoning..

Questions: 
Definition of a man?                                                                             

if Christianity was false would you still live a moral life and would life be worth living?

Would you die for your faith?

Quote:

 "It is easy to be brave from a safe distance."
-- Aesop (620-560 BC)

"An error doesn't become a mistake until you refuse to correct it."
-- Orlando A. Battista

So today was pretty interesting..walking downtown orange city was like walking through a ghost town...for those who have never been to orange city it is deserted on Sundays..everyone is inside with their families, which is really cool...the reason i was walking through downtown was because i was getting ready to play for Trinity's(church) worship service. It was so peaceful...the birds were singing..it was cold..and nobody was on the streets...it was one of those walks where you have a hard time not thinking about life or God...have you ever had one of those moments..you are walking down a path...or you are all by yourself and you start to have thoughts of God... Have you ever felt a burning passion about something only to have it disintegrate into nothing...is it because we don't have enough motivation to keep the fire from dying so fast...is it because we are not providing wood to keep it burning....So I was talking to Alyssa about turning my xanga site into a place where people could come and have spirtual things to talk about...maybe i could do a little devo on this thing...because for those that actually read my xanga you know that i only do this once a month..if that....maybe i could put some random websites for you guys to check out...for instance if you wanna see something funny check this out....http://www.whiteboydj.com/babygotbook/ watch the video that is on this site...or you could check this website out...https://www.nooma.com/intro.html...here are some things that you guys can start to talk about...and please i don't want this to be a place where everyone is getting real ticked of at each other...see it as a place to learn...and to see other peoples opinions...sorry but these topics aren't really deep...if you guys want to you can come up with other topics...just bring them up in the comment area...

topic one...Can God be in the pressence of evil? If he can't then how was Satan able to be in the pressence of Him..or was he? If God can not be in the pressence of evil then could it be that Satan isn't really evil?

topic two...How literal should we take the Bible?

Bruised

Into the future He looked with deep stare,
Right now in my mind, I can see Him there.
His thoughts to the future sins of man kind
As blood ran to His eyes He became blind.

For He was beat with a shard bearing belt,
It ripped off His flesh, each hit deeply felt.
They beat on His back, His sides and His chest,
His legs and His arms, Yes, this was love's quest.

His body so beaten, down to the bone
But still on His face, love openly shown.
Blows of that belt made His body shudder
Yet never a word did Jesus utter.

Thoughts of humanity; our sins to come
Though He has been tortured, I sit here numb.
For I see Him hanging there on His Cross,
Mangled and bloody,  He's weak from blood loss.

His shoulders, out of joint, cannot support
His body's weight but still the guards retort;
Hold yourself up straight, You filthy, low king!
For You are royalty, You nasty thing!

His head is turned back, I sit here and see
His beard's been pulled out, His eyes fixed on me.
The love on His face is clearly now seen
I can't help but hear the crowd's loud scream.

They shout and they spit on Him hanging there
But all the while His life He'll not spare
For each of them, and for others to come
He'll cover their sins.  I still sit here numb.

It's then that I realize, this was for me
And for each one that will openly see
That His blood was shed for our forgiveness
We've only to believe in His goodness.

With one thing to do, I call on His name
I realize that it is so simple and plain.
I've only to believe in what He gave,
It's then that from my sins I will be saved.

to answer some of your questions...I am not dead...I just haven't xangaed for a while...So today was kind of awkard...I realized thanks to me good Friend Nate B. that i had a giant hole in my pants....not just any hole...it took up most of my right leg...well maybe i am exagerating a little bit...The funny thing is that I really wasn't embarrassed..well at first i was...This incident did help me come up with a very good question....When don't people tell you about these incidents....I mean, i was really surprised that somebody didn't say anything..Seth and I just had a debate on who had the biggest hole...I think i won except for his knee hole...if you want to see something fun http://www.funpic.hu/swf/numanuma.html. What else can i talk about... Question: Who wrote the Bible a) Men that were told what to write by God/angels word for word. B) very skilled men that were inspired by God c) Men that were told what to write by God in parts of the Bible.

How are your lives...have you impacted anyones life? 
Do you know what to do with your life? I am in that stage where i don't know what to do... all the possibilites....What are my strengths? I know whatever i do i will please God....What is his will for me? Or do i have a lot of things that i can do, God just already knows what i am going to be doing...

So i played alyssa at ucker....It was close...but in the end she failed to play the right cards...hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm maybe next time...hahahaha

Quote:

Brick Tamland: I don't know what we're yelling about!
Brick Tamland: LOUD NOISES!

Ron Burgundy: Boy, that escalated quickly... I mean, that really got out of hand fast!
Champ Kind: It jumped up a notch!
Ron Burgundy: It did, didn't it?
Brick Tamland: Yeah, I stabbed a man in the heart!
Ron Burgundy: I saw that! Brick killed a guy! Did you throw a trident?
Brick Tamland: Yeah, there were horses, and a man on fire, and I killed a guy with a trident!
Ron Burgundy: Brick, I've been meaning to talk to you about that. You should find yourself a safehouse or a relative close by. Lay low for a while, because you're probably wanted for murder.
Ron Burgundy: Brick, where did you get a hand grenade?
Brick Tamland: I don't know.